Sundays

Today is Fast sunday. I am sort of hungry, but not really. Although the picture doesn't exactly HELP. I need to shower but my sister won't clean up her previous mess that she made while taking a bath. Leaving all the toys in the tub, and making the floor all wet and cold. Today in church we had to bear our testimonies and listen to the talks.  i have a testimony, but it always seems to be "wrong." Like, I try to bear it and then a leader stops me mid sentence and tries to correct my thoughts. So thanks a lot, I won't be sharing it with them anymore. Whenever the leader says, "I'll turn the time over to you to give your testimonies." No one gets up, and there is that shameful minute when everyone looks at each other probing them with dagger eyes. I don't probe people. It's a sign of cowardliness. Yuck.  One of my leaders doesn't like me at all. She's very strict towards me and always has something to prove me wrong or to top my idea.  *sigh*. But really, it's all good. The church is like a big thick wall between me and all the horrible things out there. Including looking at myself badly. I am who I am and that's all there is too it. Buck up and deal with it. mom is making Naked chicken and stuffing. Ok, well. I will post again soon...and if you see me on Cp say hi.

I am: THENERDYBIRD :-)