is it sad that i've never been to a concert?
i really wish i had the money and means of travel to go to one. it's an experience im supposed to have at this age, i guess. im the few left who haven't seen anyone live.
sometimes i feel like im not true to my love of music. i need music, i can't go a day without my ipod and grooveshark is my best friend right now.every band has something to offer. event he unbearable crappy ones. every genre has it's soft spots. i can fall into some rap and hiphop for a few songs and even country has some songs that are sweet. music moves me and it's amazing. i can't imagine life without it. it's a whole other language and almost another world in and of itself.
yet i don't pursue learning to play an instrument even an easy one like the piano or guitar. it's like how i can't sing. my singing voice is terrible. this wouldn't be a problem if i didn't WANT to sing. i mean, some songs are irresistible. like a giant juicy red apple that i Have to bite into. but i have to be alone when i sing because i have to get it off my chest and i have to let it all out somehow other than drawing and writing. right? but the problem is, i sound like rebecca black!
*shudder*
i wish i could sing. i wish i least had that.
i can write songs, though. well, the lyrics anyways. i wish i knew how to play. or at least read music.
oh well. when i become a lighthouse keeper living alone on a stormy beach, i'll buy a piano and learn.
or something.
i really wish i had the money and means of travel to go to one. it's an experience im supposed to have at this age, i guess. im the few left who haven't seen anyone live.
sometimes i feel like im not true to my love of music. i need music, i can't go a day without my ipod and grooveshark is my best friend right now.every band has something to offer. event he unbearable crappy ones. every genre has it's soft spots. i can fall into some rap and hiphop for a few songs and even country has some songs that are sweet. music moves me and it's amazing. i can't imagine life without it. it's a whole other language and almost another world in and of itself.
yet i don't pursue learning to play an instrument even an easy one like the piano or guitar. it's like how i can't sing. my singing voice is terrible. this wouldn't be a problem if i didn't WANT to sing. i mean, some songs are irresistible. like a giant juicy red apple that i Have to bite into. but i have to be alone when i sing because i have to get it off my chest and i have to let it all out somehow other than drawing and writing. right? but the problem is, i sound like rebecca black!
*shudder*
i wish i could sing. i wish i least had that.
i can write songs, though. well, the lyrics anyways. i wish i knew how to play. or at least read music.
oh well. when i become a lighthouse keeper living alone on a stormy beach, i'll buy a piano and learn.
or something.
i haven't been to a concert either, no worries. and i'll teach you music.
ReplyDeletei now realize just how opposite we are sometimes. i hate all the music you just described. i've been told it's so hypocritical when i say i hate music, but i kind of do. anyways.
i hate rap hiphop and country but im willing to embrace a few songs
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