3/27/11

same song, different chorus

just got back from church. is it bad that everyone in my ward irritates me to no end? i mean REALLY. i don't exist on any day of the week other than sunday? don't act like you're my friend when you don't even know my middle name.
but hey. you act like a saint, see if i believe it.
MY STUPID CAT KEEP MEOWING. SHUT UP. SHUT. UP. stupid...feline...and...your..needs...
i hate food. food is poison. i hate when people talk about food, i hate eating it, and i hate thinking about it.
i like writing songs in sunday school. it's kind of fun because i can go off doing my own thing and not be so angry..
freaking, A. i love bowling for soup. i kinda forgot about them, but they're a great band.
blogspot.com does this thing where it saves your post as a draft while you write it. except for now. at the bottom of my screen it says "an error occurred while saving"
typical. TYPICAL. yeah. you WOULD do that to me right now.
school tomorrow. woopee.
i have to go to the camp kick off tonight. i normally wouldn't give two cares about this, but i think i have to say something. i'ma  YCL...one out of like three people my age who actually go to church. which means i'll be up there, alone. as usual.
the other girls a bit younger than me just got to talk to the boys.
i don't like the boys. they think they're sooo cool. it's kinda disappointing, in a way.
you know. the whole "marry a mormon boy or else you won't go to heaven" deal kinda crushes me.
mormon boys are jerks too. i know non-mormon boys who are more respectful than they are.
joys.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..what should i say? uhh yesterday i posted my phone number on facebook and then left it there for a couple hours but no one contacted me so i took it down.
screw you people. hahaha. what else was i supposed to think...
you know if i deleted all the people on facebook who i didn't really care about, i'd have like two friends....
i guess to fit in nowadays you need to dye your hair and get a piercing and tell everyone you have "haters".
if that's what i need to do to get people to like me, count me out. i'd rather be an abnormal girl who sits in church ignoring the fake girls and boys and doodling for three hours.
and that, my friends, is what makes me absolutely and completely invisible.and i'm okay like that.
i know i come off as hating everything, but really i hate myself and nothing can convince me to do otherwise. not even you, lady gaga. i was born this way, sure. but that doesn't make it right.
bless your face.
BOOP

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