3/16/11

in which i become solemn from the night

GOOD WORD, READERS!
always reading my blog. always looking at what I'm doing. you wanna know what I'm doing right now?
I'm watching Apollo 13 (TOM HANKS FTW), eating Graham crackers with peanut butter, and writing this post.
i always have to be multitasking. i have no idea why. i have a short attention span, then. i guess i dunno. it's never been a problem before.
so on Saturday my friend Nita is having her birthday jamboree. she's turning fifteen. she skipped a grade because she's smarter than most people. my mom skipped fourth grade.
i skipped no grades. i'm a slacker.
even when i was a child, i only colored half my coloring pages and i'd be sitting there off to the side going "ehhhh i'm not feelin' it today, mom."
and my mom was like, "annabelle..you're like..three.."
and then i'd shrug and walk off.
ah..none of that's true. i am a slacker, though. so how are you? you feeling okay? how's your thing i should be concerned about?
good, i hope.
you look nice today. you don't even need to do your hair, you know. you're naturally beautiful.
unlike everyone else who's unnaturally beautiful.
but trust me, you're not one of them. you're special. really.
i'm sorry if that was too deep for you. but i though you'd understand.
brrr i'm cold..i always get cold when i drink chocolate milk! WHY IS THAT?! what is that? it's science. i know that.
it's getting later and later into the morning.
it's almost 2am. 1 and 2 am are the loneliest hours of the day. night. world. there's a very big silence right now. the cars have stopped passing my house. there's no music playing in the neighborhood. the dogs have even gone to sleep. i imagine some people are awake. but right now i feel just like Odyssey floating through space. alone. but there must be people out there, i want to know if there's anyone out there...however, im not going to try an contact anyone.
that's the beauty of staying up this late. mystery and the vastness of nighttime.
but um...yes. that's what i'm doing right now. i have alot less to say than usual. this is what happens when im not hyper. i get kind of depressed and melancholy.
okay, well. im going to go. you keep doing whatever you were doing.

bless your face. if you sneezed during this post, bless you.
take luck
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peace off




2 comments:

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